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After the worlds were formed, and things set in their proper places, Alfather
watched them with the wonder of their beauty, and he thought on what he and
his kin had made. That living things were ordered for growth, for thriving
and coming together and throwing their seeds again; that even the stones were
forever forming in Jorth's fires, being thrown up to the surface to wear down
again in Njorthr's restless waters; that the newly formed stars were set to
such regular dance, and Mani to wax and wane to the tide's rising and falling;
all of it was miraculous, all of it was a wonder to the eyes and ears and mind.
And when he thought upon Laerath, and upon how all order in the worlds, it
seemed, reflected there in her - how it could be seen within her own orderly
growth, her own outspreading, and her own decay - he wondered at what set him
apart from her. He wondered at what she held within her to cause such order,
he wondered if he could not know it for himself.
Alfather then went to her, and he asked
her aide, and asked if she could not show him what he did not himself as yet
understand. That primal urge that had caused him to create, and his fascination
for the creation he had made, and the order it fell into, seemed to him something
natural to his being, yet beyond the grasp of his understanding. He stripped
away all that he had, and gave it all to her as pledge, if she would but reveal
to him what made her seem to understand it all, what made her seem so wise and
so steady, so anchored in the worlds yet not quite of them, so beyond the merely
natural. He climbed into her branches, and tied himself to her trunk, and as
she had not yet answered, nor given any sign, he said, as he had shed all other
things of the worlds, even the mind, "I give then my self to my Self," and
there he hung, for nine long nights, one day and night for every world in his
creation, with nothing but the wind for his food, and nothing but the myst for
drink, awaiting.
When everything was gone out of him entire,
when his soul itself felt filled with nothing but ginnungap's void, there came
to his mind's eye an ordering like a vast webwork, a vision of the order in the
worlds he saw below him. The lines of energy that upheld the worlds, that ran
through them and crossed and re-crossed and hummed, they seemed the very stuff
of life itself, and they began to order themselves into individual sounds that
combined together or fell alone, each with its own unique bit of the universal
energy, and each with its own being.
He saw it all then, clear, with an awakened
awareness that suddenly understood, and had realized its own power. That energy
flowing up through her roots and sap and bark into his soul lit up his spirit
with the higher understanding of order and architecture in the creation, and
he called out with it in joy and awe.
The worlds ordered themselves like a wondrous
mysterious song, like long strands of poetry broken here and there and taken
up again. They sang and hummed and shone in an overwhelming orchestration of
joy, they moved forward and backward and around only through the flickering sense
of time thrown by the stars - and even the stars were dancing, humming and shedding
their own songs. Her energy, her othr, she had shared with him and let him see
it all, not bit by bit but whole and humming and alive.
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